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After direct inquiry, I found out I didn't get the job so I went to Work Force to turn in the application to see if I can qualify for money for schooling. I thought I would receive one on one but it turned out to be a group thing. Got all the items together and emailed. Will try for Network Administrator. This is the piece I am missing for VoIP.

It has been a rough couple of days. I went to the barn myself and was tearful on the way out. J said you look like you are about to cry. Yup! That would be me. I worry so much and it is tearing me apart. E happened to be there and I asked how much damage pulling off Josie shoes would cause. He said he really couldn't say but that trying it to see what happens would be the only way to know. Thinking that I am doing injury to Josie is weighing heavily on me. It is just a snowball rolling downhill, getting bigger and bigger.

I am doing my best to be strong but am caving pretty hard today. Cleaning and playing ball with the pups helped a bit. It is very nice to have support and help of friends. It is difficult for me to ask for help. Not sure why.