This is a depressing post :(

We have taken a few trail rides that have been lovely. The colors are so beautiful. Smudgee has decided scoping out front is her spot but she checks back with us. She is a smart dog. Smudgee got in a tussle with Riley. J said R asked for it but Smudgee is not to fight - ya try telling her that. Her and Wyatt got into it the other day.

Nothing on the job front. Things are way tight. AND now I will be just plain gloomy. Pixie decided to have her anal gland act up again. It burst yesterday and I got it drained and cleaned up. I am hoping to avoid a vet bill. Josie is scheduled for fall shots on Thursday. The car needs an oil change and tire rotation. The TV is going out but I had smartly paid for two year coverage so that shouldn't cost me anything (please!). My items on Craig's List haven't even had a hit. The x hasn't called to let me know he has a friend to help carry down the hide-away and dresser. These items I had hoped to post for sale to hit the back to college crowd - fail. The window replacement project has whittled down to only doing the sliding door. This is the most costly and the second widow can get fixed by replacing the glass. Who knows I could end up losing the place (opps there I go again).

It is bad enough not being able to find a decent paying job but all the emotions that come along with this situation, SUCK big time. Some days the self talk just doesn't cut it.

Hoping for more positive posts soon.

Still putting up the good fight. All and all life is good.