Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Here we go again . . . basil cell cancer. I am scheduled for an Mohs microscopic procedure on November 25. I don't know much about it as I was trying to get out of the doctors office before I had a meltdown and left my magazine, a brochure and the procedure information handout on the reception desk. Even my appointment card. For some reason I am not dealing with this so well. Is it because this is the second time? Is it because it is on my face? Is it because my nose could end of being distorted? They may have to do a graft.

I had a suspicion all week and the gaiety of the nurse confirmed that they were going to tell me bad news.

The doc will remove from the area until it comes up clean under the microscope. These means more needles to my nose. It hurts so.

I HATE pain!!!

I can't stop crying right now. I am trying to keep busy at my work but it ain't helping. I just want to be with Wyatt, Pix and Josie. They are so good at just letting my cry and being silly to get me to stop.